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Um?

Kind of sick of it. srsly. stop telling me that i'm wrong. let me figure it out for myself.

okei, maybe i am wrong? FINE. Get the fuck over it. i never asked you to make me feel so fucking bad about myself. you look at me like 'gosh you're a dumbfuck.

& i'm not crazy. that thing that you keep saying? that hurts.

Um if i seem crazy to you that's kindof shocking. my real friends (do i have them?) would think that oh that's just her being her. i <3>

"Dude i'm wasn't serious. i was just joking around." says with a file on face. (file=fakesmile)

Stop joking around then? YOU are the one that makes me feel left out like i dont belong. ofcourse you know everything and you are perfect at everything so why am i friends with you?

it is an HONOR to be friends with you, your majesty. -_-

You are such a follower.

can't you think for yourself? it gets me majorly pissed when i see you know you want something for yourself but you go and follow the majority of ppl. i don't do that, do i?

and the other one?

GAWD. You are SO CONCEITED. I DO NOT THINK THAT I WILL EVER LIVE UP TO YOUR STANDARDS, PLS FORGIVE ME IF I HURT YOU IN ANYWAY OR ELSE YOU CAN KILL ME.

i've seen you badmouth about other ppls. i think you could talk about me . you talked about one of the most important things in my life and when i say talk i mean you shit talk. oh btw, i also think ur a follower.

i think you'd stay w. me? mayb u'd leave & go w/ themm. or mayb u will get pissed at me because i'm pissed which would make me break down and tell u evrything which would get me into more trouble than all the freaking madness in my head.

i keep on not saying something. i'll say it if u keep pushing.

onedayi'llleave

there i said it. i been thinking about it. and i think i want it to be true ?

pls don't take me for granted. act like that around me and i will do it.